2020, 50%

playlists:



wonderings:

  • little things, big care, reaching outward so far it becomes a reaching inward, mutually assured construction, emergent properties, interfaces over identicalness

  • at some point, people dug tunnels under the bay for our trains to screech through, filling the silence of our lulling conversation

  • day turns to night in the blink of an eye, the dreamwell is dry and i’m floating about, unmoored

  • the kind of transformation when my second nature and gut surprise myself

  • when do we stop writing love poems? have i ever stopped loving?

  • in my dreams, i’m prescient, omnipresent, omniscient

  • in love with the circles of approximation we draw around ourself and one another, hoping to get asymptotically closer and closer to some semblance of truth.

  • though, the present truth is sweet is too, i know what a joy it is to be known and seen by you, and to know and see you

  • one of the parts i look forward to in a meal are the pickled vegetables, whether in my mom’s porridge, banchan, at a taco truck, alongside my mediterranean food; across cultures they emerged from the need to survive in times of scarcity.

    • reminded that my heart is still there when it leaps up at beautiful things; i see them but am i fully feeling them? can i salt and brine this beauty and joy and wonder to last me through winter?

  • your friend passed and i saw a rainbow on the train to seatac / the sun paints me golden over the puget sound 

  • younger me is my oldest cheerleader because she was there first





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