stationery / stationary

From Murakami's “Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World”



Epigraph:



"At the cleaners I claimed a jacket and two shirts; at the stationery shop I purchased a pen, envelopes, and letter paper; at the hardware store, the finest-grain whetstone in the place."



Poem: 



people told me that a picture-perfect life

would involve striking flashes of excitement

would include the most lavish freedoms

would invite oodles of jealously, envy,

amazement

from others



it wasn't until i tried living the opposite way

where wayfinding is unnecessary

where descent is prized over ascent

where everything is stripped off, stripped away

and nothing is

taken for granted



hermit mode

think...

think......

think.........

look

the years flow just like a sheet of snow



my cheesy smiles have become

a constant accessory

like a firecracker show that keeps going

on and on

like a flock of swallows that finished migration

beat after beat



here i am at my favourite stationery shop

picking out pens, childhood

emoting over envelopes, adulthood

chattering with cortados, parenthood

recognizing the regulars, neighbourhood



honouring each iteration of me

in a life preciously

stationary

Published by Sam (samwong) 4 months ago on Friday the 2nd of February 2024.

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