Lam Pham (lamvpham)

Lam Pham (lamvpham)

2-21-2020

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Tried our best A step by step dance that never ends

10-13-2025

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Another exaggeration, of course rinse and repeat another year
2-15-2026
This is never that the world keeps offering me scenes I can’t fully participate in
12-26-2025
The dirt under my nails we don't move on from people we love, the wrongs they've done to us, or the wrongs we've done to them. we can only move forward, even if it's a side step
10-31-2025
Are you not entertained?setting the stage for the next day's performance
9-28-2025
New person, same old mistakes with the passage of time flowing through me, was that what changed me or did i change myself?
9-2-2025
In spite of you duality of both extremes is proof that each version of us lived through it all and carry them forward in our definitions of happiness and sadness. isn't that enough?
8-1-2025
Everything turns to dust, yet we love and yet we dance it should be okay to find meaning in things that hold no meaning, embody that devotion
7-23-2025
These are the times and I didn't realize to be someone better
7-12-2025
Wishing a safe return back to myself to see age in the mirror as the dawns and dusks speed up, it feels like time is passing through me
6-27-2025
Let it all work out these spiritual frameworks are making me wrestle with their consequences. im hoping to at least pay forward a lighter debt to my temporalities
6-13-2025
I lay down a version of me i'm experiencing diaspora grief - projecting home onto someone or something, but then mourning the version of me that lived in their acceptance
6-7-2025
We're all cut from the same cloth breathe in, hold, breath out. hold.
5-10-2025
I don't need the memories sorry I haven't been silly lately, I've been at war with myself again
4-8-2025
Until we're skin and bones isn't it bittersweet how love can turn us from strangers into lovers, then back into strangers again?
3-17-2025
What could have been the disorienting, bittersweet tension between gratitude and discomfort that comes with change
2-16-2025
Ten cents on the dollar let the love run its course
11-10-2024
The mundane beauty of people watching what it means to be a cog in the machine and the privilege of those who are able to realize it
10-7-2024
Returning to form repeating the same motions, regardless of if its good or a mistake, can only bring forth the same scenery
9-2-2024
Raison d'être an epiphany i had the other day (that attempts to reconcile the concept) of holding "two opposing ideas in mind at the same time and still retain the ability to function" (Scott Fitzgerald)
7-24-2024
Lost in translation pyrrhic growth - what defines you can change, and being aware of it sometimes isn't enough
7-10-2024
Faces turning into places to everyone I met during my time at Waterloo, whether we were close friends or a new face, the end of an era speaks to us all. this is how it speaks to me
3-30-2024
I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known isn't it beautiful to see the accumulation of moments in the past that make the future of oneself?
2-22-2024
I used to pray for times like this the human condition is a catch-22, and yet, life goes on because that's all we can do
12-21-2023
Tuesday night interludes trying to end the year on a better foot than the beginning of it
10-11-2023
Lacking in transactional satiation who are you when you are not performing for someone else?
10-9-2023
A shoulder glance i haven't been able to write much this year, but reading my old posts made me feel as though I should document this current moment and its feelings
12-4-2022
Moving on with the seasons a moment to breathe costs more than i thought
3-16-2022
Degrees of engulfment stagnation, languishing; whatever you wanna call it
1-27-2022
Eyes glazed over do a double take and moments will pass just like that
12-3-2021
Footnotes on growingly dispensable interactions the web of digital human connection breeds insignificance and loss of value to more meager moments i experience in life
11-2-2021
I wish we grew up on the same advice a small look back
9-1-2021
A disease called hope and dreams it's hard for me to put into words how tiring it can be to grow up and see the extent of who you are compared to who you wish to be
4-10-2021
Sometimes, some people are meant to be blurry faces maybe they're supposed to be somebody that i used to know
3-5-2021
The aesthetic of dream chasing vanity in uniqueness ignores the essence of human diversity
2-8-2021
Beyond the moonshot everyone is a slave to something
1-3-2021

Most things aren't built to last cold comfort is all that remains
10-8-2023
Flood out the memories trying to stay afloat
11-9-2021